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- Masturbation Station Chapter 13: Eagle1800
Eagle1800 on Xhamster It's another late night and it's still National Masturbation Month! As you guessed it I have been masturbating and I've been watching porn! However I've been edging all day at I'm saving my load for a reason! 😈😈. Well on my porn conquest tonight, I came across Eagle1800 on Xhamster and Faphouse. It was his "Squirting Piss" video that intrigued me!!! I even watched another video of him shooting cum EVERYWHERE!!! His videos are a voyeur's dream. Now remember to subscribe, follow and support these content creators. If this is your content and you want it removed, comment and include your email and links to verify. Enjoy Eagle1800's Piss Squirt and Epic Cumshot!
- Masturbation Station Chapter 12: May the Fourth Bate With You
Heyyy Happy Monday and Happy Masturbation Month!!! It's Monday and it's time for you and I to go to work at the time of this. Some of you may have just gotten off from work, or you may be on lunch break or mid-commute. Whenever you come across this post, I hope you thoroughly enjoy and engage with me. Since today is May Fourth and the Force is with us, and it's the 4th day of Masturbation Month, I decided to share a few of my recently watched videos for self pleasure. I will included links where you can find the faves. Please LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, and SHARE these content creators. If this is your content and you want it taken down please comment and fill out the info section and I will remove the content. Shonai on Xhamster Over the weekend, I came across a wonderful content creator from India by the name Shonai3 on Xhamster (24). His nice girthy, uncut tool and sexy toes are enough to drive a girl wild!!! Check out his video about him seeing some nice eye candy! SkycladStarGazer on Pornhub This next content creator is a familiar face. I covered him Masturbation Station Chapter 4. That's right SkycladStarGazer is featured again on this page! Why? Because I absolutely love his work. His recent video is him jacking off in the woods again! He shows off his soles and his pole. The cumshot is divine! Check him out and subscribe to him now!! 3. Xmama963 on Xhamster Xmama963 hailed as another add to the My Bate List! This Man has a huge long dick that he strokes to perfection. Check out his video below! Joy Gaff Glossy Walnut Available at Tuckituppp.com. Get 10% off with code CWTPRIESTESS! 4. Amadeus on Faphouse Veteran Pornstar Amadeus brings this list to a well cummed finale!!! Amadeus has worked with RawFuck Club and Cutler's Den. He's also modeled and have blazed the interwebs with his solo content. Recently he shared that he couldn't stop cumming. Check his video out below and subscribe to him on Faphouse!
- Bedtime's Requiem
Image by Lisa Marie Theck It's that time again: Bedtime! Time to lay the body, mind, & spirit in quiet repose. Dreams dance across our neatly closed eyes. For some third eye may open, while others float along the Sand Woman's Ethereal World. Music encompasses the sleeping chamber's essence, while the city atmosphere lightly buzzes with little to no excitement. The next day starts the work week. The grind begins again. A Slight break from the political wars against mankind. A brief moment of fun comes to an end. The weekend is no more. "Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep, A peaceful rest a hopeful feat," I pray. Now sleep comes after a visit to the grape vine and the burning bush. May dreams sweetly abide within. Good night. Sleep tight.
- Masturbation Station Chapter 11: National Masturbation Month 2026!!!
National Masturbation Month 2026 has begun!!! This is the Bator Community's time to shine!!! LMAO. Naw but foreal. National Masturbation Month is one of my favorite times of the year. It's a time to celebrate self pleasure and self discovery! National Masturbation Month is not just a freak's paradise, but an act of resistance. During the Clinton Administration, then US Surgeon General, Jocelyn Elders, the first Black woman and second woman to serve in the position, stated “I think that it is something that’s part of human sexuality and it’s part of something that perhaps should be taught,” she said. “But we’ve not even taught our children the very basics. And I feel that we have tried ignorance for a very long time and it’s time we try education," (LA Times Dec 10, 1994) Dr. Elders was speaking during an AIDS forum discussing prevention. She went further to say "[b]ut we’ve not even taught... the very basics. And I feel that we have tried ignorance for a very long time and it’s time we try education.” As a result she was fired. Although she was fired, Dr. Elders brought forth revolution in regards to self pleasure. In a fiery reponse to Dr. Elders' firing, a group of activists at the Good Vibrations sex retailer gathered and decided that May would be the perfect month to celebrate and educate about masturbation. Since 1995, we've gathered virtually and physically to further destigmatize masturbation. Growing up in the early 2000's masturbation was frowned upon and seen as unnatural and sinful. Religion had me in a purity chokehold until one night watching Real Sex...YOU KNOW WHICH EPISODE....I masturbated for the first time and it was divine!!!! Ever since then I've been a lean mean bating machine who makes content for fun and for income. As time has danced, I have seen more acceptance and openness about masturbation. Even though in the early 2000's sexual revolution did a lot, masturbation was still a sensitive topic. Even the incels of that time had a field day with the semen retention nonsense in order to demonize masturbation. Now there's nothing wrong with edging and holding that nut for a few days. Hell I do that myself, but we do NOT do masturbation slander in THIS house!!! Masturbation is Healthy and it is a normal part of human sexuality. It is the perfect way to rediscover yourself. Hell just this morning I busted a good nut!!! My Shenis was hard and I needed to get some relief before work. Be sure to masturbate this Month and Everyday forward!!! Masturbation is fun!!! Here's a clip of me masturbating and some of my favorite bate vids Drop Your Favorite Vids Below. If you want your content removed inbox me
- Masturbation Station Chapter 10: Park Employee's Dick and Exhibitionism Storytime
What's up my Ya-Ya's, Here's another installment of Masturbation Station. This one is a story time that includes video of a late 2025 experience. Grab your blunt, wine, or soothing background sounds and prepare your mind for a risky, freaky time! It was a November Friday and was full of energy. I spent the early part of the week streaming on Chaturbate to survive unemployment, so I decided to take some time and rest the night before. Since it was a self care day, I decided to do some yoga and go for a run. If the coast was clear I would get some clothes free time with nature as well as bust a nut outdoors. I first checked the the weather. It was a good 55 degrees out. It was optimal weather for a good run and some nude time in nature. I knew the specific area I would go to as I had visited this park before. I wanted to make sure that I didn't run into any one while I got my naked play time in. Well I got my clothes and goodies together and hailed my uber to the park. While I was on my way I replayed some of the exhibitionist videos that I watched during the week in my head. My dick got hard as fuck. I then began to wonder if I would run into a potential play partner, as I was craving some dick in my mouth. At the time my partner was out of town, so I was feeling a little frisky and risky. This wasn't my first rodeo. My ex-lover, Rob and I played in the park a few times! I was no newbie. However while I dreamed a cruising encounter, I also refocused on my run and potential naked time in nature. Well, I finally got to the park. The driver dropped me off in the wrong spot, so I started walking along the the road. After walking a few paces, I saw a park employee sitting in his car. He was a tall Black man, average build with long locks. He wore glasses and had beautiful skin. He gave me the idea that he was a stoner and a possibly an anime lover. I asked him for directions to the part of the park that I wanted to run. He professionally gave me directions and I went on my merry way. While I was on my way to the running trail, I saw another trail that looked abandoned. My curiousity got the best of me and I started walking along the trail. I walked until I saw an abandoned bathroom and picnic area. The trees were tall and obstructed the view good enough for a good naked hike and no chance of being seen. I then decided to take a quick piss and I had drank a ton of water before I went to the park. After relieving my bladder. I walked further and discovered grilling area and former parking lot that had grown wild, but still hikable. There were some areas that were visible from the road. After scouting that area for after run activities, I walked about down the path to go to the desired running trail. As I neared the entrance of the abandoned picnic area, I saw the park employee again. This time, I had a bit of curiousity, however me being trans, I needed to be safe and not flirt unless he initiated. I spoked to him. He was still professional and cool. "Hey, Is it okay if I hike up here? I wanted to take some pictures in nature," I said. "Sure. It's abandoned and no one comes up here. You're good. " I prepared myself to walk away when he says "I have a question." "What's up," I responded. I then said "By the way I am trans." Mr. Park Man's eyes lit up with delight and curiosity. He took my body in and exclaimed "for real!" I said "Yes." "I love transwomen." We then had a conversation about what we like sexually and what type of content I was planning on doing. I comfortably told him that I wanted to do some nudist and exhibitionist content. I just didn't want to get caught. Mr. Park Man, then pulls out his dick. It was nice long and uncut. I pulled my Moon Rod out and showed him my prize. "Damn! You got a big ass dick he said. "You have a nice one, too" I quipped. "You give head?" "Hell Yea," I seductively responded. We found ourselves at the abandoned bathroom. We cloaked ourselves in the secrecy of the bathroom entrance. Park Man lit his cigarette, pulled out his now semi hard dick. I spit on it and stroked it until he got fully erect. Once he was hard again, I start teasing his dick with my dick and tongue. Park Man played with my titties which made my Lady Dick jump to attention even more. Park Man moaned in extasy as he gently guided my head up and down his dick. I could smell his light man scent. It was stinky. It was sweet like a mix of pheremones and a good cologne. This made me horny as fuck. As I sucked, I edged my girl dick. While I edged, I deep throated his dick, and cradled it in my esophagus as he squirmed. As I released his dick from its cradle, I continued to swallow his dick until I felt the signifying contractions. Park Man moaned and released his load in my mouth. I let it pour down my face as he continued to play with my tits while I released my load. He looked me after I completed the session. "Your sexy ass. You freaky ass fuck. I just got my dick sucked outside at work!" We both laughed. We parted ways never to cross paths again. After that fun oral session, I pissed again and then headed on my hike. I did not record that session due to consent and I figured Park Man was DL. I don't film my encounters unless we agreed on it and signed the necessary contracts. As I continued my hike I found the perfect spot to disrobe and make some sexual and non-sexual content. I took off my hoodie, then my shorts. I set up my cameras and went to work. As I worked my girl dick got super hard as fuck. I then hiked the trail a little bit until I got to a spot where I would be visible. I put my clothes back on and hiked some more until I found another portion of the trail. I didn't see anyone so I disrobed again and I hiked. I also smoked a couple blunts as I embraced nature. I felt so relieved and calm. Walking in nature cleared my head, but it did not settle my hormones. I took more pictures in the abandoned parking lot. My girl dick would not settle. I decided to hike a little further on the wooded trail some more so that I could get some risky content. I took some pictures of my hard dick. She leaked pre-cum. I then started edging. It felt so good to edge my girl dick in nature. I inhaled and exhaled with each stroke that I took. I finally edged until I eruped in cum!!!! Want to see? Here's the video below.
- Herbs & Spices: 4/20/26 Sunflower Sunshine
From my Melin's Edge Photo Shoot Happy 420! I hope your day has been lifted and gifted. Since it's 420 I wanted to review my current flower of choice. What better way to celebrate 420 here? This past Friday after work I decided to pick a goodie that would lift my spirits and open my third eye. I'm a sativa girl so I definitely craved a good flower that would help the creative juices flow. I only use indica and hybrids during SAD. Well the sativa of choice was "Sunflower Sunshine." I couldn't wait to get home and try this new found strain. Since Friday, I have indulged in this special flower. Sunflower Sunshine aka "Sunshine Kush" is a sativa dominant hybrid , 70% sativa, 30% indica. It is made by crossing OG Kush and Sunshine. This special flower has a citrusy flavor. The bud is a nice olive green with touches of amber. I must say it is one hell of a flower!!! I immediately took a liking to this strain. It is perfect for a good wake and bake session. In the mornings it relieves my anxiety and helps me focus during meditation time and prepare for the day. In the evening time, Sunflower Sunshine helps me relax so I can tend to my music or other content like this entry. Sleep comes so peacefully. Sunflower Sunshine gives a heady yet cerebral high. The lift is subtle yet formidable. I highly recommend this strain. What is your favorite sativa dominant hybrid? Indica, Sativa, or Hybrid? What's your top favorite strain?
- Purge or War on Sex Workers?
Recently, Twitter, aka X, under went a "bot" purge. During this time, many accounts were suspended and many spam accounts removed. This is apart of an attempt to clean up the site from the invasive, pestoring, AI bots! While this attempt seemed well meaning, it wreaked havoc on authentic account users such as myself. Yup! You guessed it: NSFW content creators aka Porn Creators. But it didn't stop there. They even got my naturist account! I was surfing Facebook, and I saw a post from a mutual that Twitter was snatching people's accounts. I did not dismiss the post and began the watch for any messages. Well, on April 9th, 2026. My alarm went off and as usual I checked my messages and e-mails. While breezing through my emails, I noticed an email from X Support. It advised me that my Merlin Mystique account had been suspended for "inauthentic activity." I immediately appealed and awaited a response. While I awaited a response on a possible account restoration, I proceeded with my morning routine. By the time, I got on the Red Line, I checked my email, and saw that my Talk2Priestess account was suspended a couple hours later. I was disgruntled and irritated, but prepared. I submitted another appeal and then waited. During that time I sent word through my other socials of the events that transpired. I was wholly prepared to work Bluesky and cultivate new community elsewhere. The appeal process wasn't easy. I felt dejected a bit because I would lose a well cultivated following on my accounts as well as a beloved online community. However, I was preparing to let it be what it was gonna be. As I received word that my Merlin Mystique account was restored, I received an update that the Talk2Priestess account would not be restored. As I checked the Merlin account, it still showed as suspended. I decided to give it 24 hours to update and see what happens. The account was not restored. As I began another grueling appeal process, my nudist, YannickTNude account was suspended. It then dawned on me: since Musky Boy, fired all human staff and decided to use AI, I and others were dealing with a dumpster fire. I then jumped on my other operational pages and did a search via the Twitterverse. Just as I suspected it was a bot purge, but unfortunately Sex Workers, and Adult content creators were a bulk of the suspended accounts. It was a surprise, but not foreign territory. This happened during the Tumblr purge of 2018. We saw this with Twitter in 2023 when Elon Musk bullied his way into owning the platforming that's naming it "X." Every since then racist, fascist bots began overthrowing the site. Elon then changed the algorithm and verification requirements, driving the app to shit. Let's not forget he and 45/47 were besties at one point. Over the last few years, these so called "bot purges" have targeted Sex Workers and Small to Big content creators while overlooking racist, transphobic propaganda, and other harmful content against minors. Most recently, Grok, the AI bot was discovered to have been making CSAM material through AI. There was no accountability at all! During my search I read numerous tweets of users comiserating their account suspension. They were not bots, they were actual human beings making a living with their content. While the suspensions where temporary, the harm was done. There was a loss of community for many users. Thousands of those purged accounts were people crowdfunding to maintain shelter, healthcare, and food security! These accounts were people who used X for their music career and their businesses! Real people were affected. Further research revealed and further appeal requests revealed that AI is doing the moderating. There is no human interaction. AI and Musk's ownership has made X a madhouse. This purge surely lead more users to Bluesky and other sites like NonShy. Needless to say, I was irritated with these suspensions because I feared losing community and I feared my followers losing access to my content! While my accounts were restored, some of my counterparts have not been so lucky! I am irritated with the suffering us adult content and nudist content creators face just for freely expresssing our sexuality. It's sad that abusive content withstands on the app and Grok can do whatever without recompense. Of course AI is trained by humans, so it begs to question what are they doing behind the scenes. How are they programming this AI bullshit? A AI is not the future at all. AI is going to leave us in an augmented reality where mankind will lose touch with empathy, morality, and ethics. In the same breath, Sex Workers should not be penalized for just consensually sharing our sexuality! Constant censorship continues to demonize a healthy culture. Sex work is only dangerous because of the predators who use sex work as a way to traffic human souls. Constant censorship opens up the door for harm to happen, where as proper online moderation and decriminalization of Sex Work will open up avenues for the stroll to be safer! Thankfully as of April 19th, 2026, My YannickTNude and MerlinMystique accounts have been restored. They must've gotten some humans to fix the issue because they were beginning to lose revenue. The purge also got some of those paid verification accounts. The email from support admitted moderation made a mistake. While those accounts have been restored, I am still awaiting for the Talk2Priestess account to be restored. While they have been restored I've used other social media, predominantly, Bluesky. At least on Bluesky there is some moderation, however, there are some kinks like every other social media site. Ever since the debacle of 2023 and Musks hostile take over, I decided to use sites like Gay Geek Social, Mastodon World, and Mastodon Social all located in the Fediverse! These allow moderation and is very SWer friendly!!! These have been my alternatives to X/Twitter. I have resolved that if another purge affects my accounts, then I will indeed leave the site. It is my earnest prayer that Elon sells the site and someone restores Twitter back to their former glory with proper moderation against CSAM, Fascist rhetoric and hate speech. X is officially dead. It's past time we leave and bankrupt Musk and the likes. It's time to go to The Fediverse or Sites Like Bluesky. Maybe we can't bring X back to it's former glory.
- Masturbation Chapter 9: Priestess's Faves
Before we get into the main post: Update on Uttaman: Uttaman has deleted his Xhamster account. However he is available on Faphouse. Click Here! Happy Friday!!! It has been a while since I've posted a Masturbation Station. Life has been busy, but I have been masturbating like crazy!!! I've masturbated twice before I wrote this blog!!! Since It's Friday and We're all horny, Here's some of my favorite videos and cumpilations. If you see your work and would like it removed, please email me. I'm going to just the videos and the model's names etc. They will be in no particular order. Comment with your favorite video!!! 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8.
- Morning Commute Out the Hood
Taken early March 2026. 'Twas Cold It’s Morning and I’ve ran down the metro platform to catch my train! Go figure! It’s another day’s commute and I’m still chasing Money. Needless to say this is adulthood. Insomnia has exhausted me, yet caffeine and cannabis has sanctified my soul. Limited sleep has left me a lil crabby but I refuse to let “Angel D (My alter ego)” have her way. Now that I’m nicely seated on the train, I observe the diverse group of people sharing today’s commute. Throughout the sea of Black and Brown, there are a few specs of White. I guess that means I’m leaving the and entering into “White America.” Just a few more stops and I’ll be at the source of income. Damn this commute was fast today. It’s time to grab this coffee and be Corporate Coverage CVNT!
- Black & Trans at 40
Greetings My Priesthood, I hope this blog post finds you well. It's been quite some time since my last post. As per my previous post , I needed to take some time for me and my mental health. That time included getting acclimated to a job has changed my schedule, so I've taken time to settle into the new role. In spite of the adusting and corporate climbing, I reached another fantastic milestone! On the Ides of March, I turned 40! That's right I turned 40! I can't describe the gauntlet of emotions leading up to my 40th and even afterwards. I am estatic about 40. I stand victorious as a Black Transwoman during this current administration. Turning 40 in 2026 is an act of resistance! Turning 40 is changing the life expectancy for Black Transwomen. I refuse to be erased! It was imperative that I celebrate this birthday! It was imperative that I find joy during the vicious assaults on Trans Rights. I refused to let transphobia and transmisogynoir, disrupt a paramount celebration and milestone. The struggle was one of many reasons it was essential that I turn up and show out for my 40th. I would be remiss if I didn't venerate the transpeople who are now ancestors and give honor to those who are fighting still! I honored Marsha P. Johnson, Miss Major Griffin-Gracy, Sylvia Rivera, Jahaira DeAlto Balenciaga, Lucy Hicks Anderson and the many ancestors who came before me. I honor my living transwomen for their continued fights. I honor my trans-siblings that I've seen blossom and continue to make waves for community. I celebrated not only for myself, but for the Black trans, non-binary people that came before me, stood with me, and those who are blazing my trail. I celebrated in protest of anti-trans sentiments. I celebrated in opposition of racist ideaologies. I celebrated life, victory and the standing fight! I celebrated tangible proof that transwoman are human and capable just like cis people. Decade 4 proved herself to be vital weapon against systemic oppression. However she also brought forth celebration of Priestess being Priestess. My birthday celebration found me surrounded by love from chosen family, intimate partners, and biological family. Despite previous birthdays spent alone, betrayed, and scorned, I would still celebrate just to piss of my ops! However Decade 4, proved to me that I am loved, have love, and give love. I never would've imagined having a loving partner, bestfriends, and family by my side. Decade 4's arrival exceeded my expectations and then some. I am still in awe. While in awe of my birthday extravaganza, I reminisce on the days of singing in church. I thought about the time I've spent with my Grandma and the various stages of life she witnessed. I think about my school days and the ups and downs of childhood. I even thought about my tenure in church and my path into deconstruction. Without the church, I never would've found music, nor would I've tried to pastor. I am grateful for the experience. I learned alot about myself. I could go on and on. I have 40 years of stories, experience, and music pouring out of my soul. I wonder what this decade holds. I wonder what chapter 40 will teach me? Here's to being Black, Trans, & 40!
- Retrograde and Pisces Season
Hey My Naked Priesthood! Happy retrograde and happy Pisces season! Happy Women’s History Month. Happy Melanin March! So much has happened since my last correspondence. America is at war, Ice is still being bitches, and transfolks are being oppressed in new ways. The pandemonium is enough to drive us all mad! With the world in such a state, I needed to take a few months to reset and reground myself. Retrograde is whooping my ass right when I’m approaching my birthday! It’s one thing after the other, BUT somehow I’ve managed to find joy in it all. I have no choice but to find joy. You gotta find a way to laugh to keep from crying. I’ve found joy in my naked time and music! Music allows me to channel all of my emotions into a powerful and safe outlet. Standing before the Universe, I bare it all yet bare no clothing. I release my soul in the universal language. While I’ve rekindled my passion for music, I gained new employment. My energy has been focused on readjusting my mind, body and soul for a new leadership role. I am thankful for this employment, because this will allow me the income to accomplish long awaited goals. Then there’s turning 40….Ya girl is going to be 40 on the Ides of March (Rip Julius Caesar). I can’t believe I’m entering into a new decade of life. As the hymn. says “through many dangerous toils and snares I’ve already come.” I’ve had so many wonderful experiences. I have lived, honey! I have lived. Each experience has been shared with friends, family and loved ones. I’ve found love and I am finally happy with myself. Hell, who would’ve thought this Black AMAB would be a talented, kind, musical, Black Transwoman! What a journey! Well I’m back!!!! Here’s to 40 and new beginnings!!!
- Black History 100
Black History 2026 marked 100 years since The birth of Black History Month! What began as Negro History Week, blossomed into a full Month of Veneration and Celebration. We thank historian Carter G. Woodson for laying the foundation. Black History for this Black Transwoman means venerating and carrying to the torch passed to us from Marsha P. Johnson, Miss Major Griffin-Gracy, Monica Roberts, and the many Black Trans and nonbinary individuals who have created change and fought for Black Trans Liberation. Black History is witnessing Doechii and Durand Bernarr nabbing their well deserved Grammys -and celebrating their beginnings and growth! Black LGBT representation on the Grammy stage is Black History that some could only imagine. Black History is reveling in the legacies that William Dorsey Swann, and Peppr Labeija left us that lead to the hit HBO show “Legendary.” Ballroom exists because, you guest it Black History Black History walks among us through our friends, family and local heroes. You don’t have to be famous to be apart of Black History. Black History is Black liberation. Black history is still being made as I write this post. Answer this: how are you making Black History! Happy Black History Month!











