This past Sunday was shot day! What is shot day? For this Black Trans-woman, shot day is the day that I take my weekly dose of estrogen. Shot day is a fundamental part of my hormone replacement therapy, which is, yup, you guessed it, GENDER AFFIRMING CARE! I’ve received gender affirming care since September 2015. I was initially on the pill form of estradiol and spironolactone. The results were gradual, but visible and felt within the uttermost parts of my soul. In 2018, I moved to DC from South Carolina. While in South Carolina, my doctors were 30-45 minutes away, and accessing appointments in the rural South can be tedious. Thankfully, I set the stage for a new medical team as I traveled back and forth to DC from SC. At my first appointment, my doctor and I reviewed my chart, and she completely changed the dosages of estradiol and spironolactone. It turned out that my doctor in SC had my dosages too high. This was a result of voicing that I intended to still use my princess wand for pleasure. My doctor listened and prescribed me the injectable form of estradiol and kept me on a lower dose of spironolactone. While I’ve had to alternate between pill form and injectable due to insurance issues, I prefer the injectable. My experience with the injectable has been better than the pill form. Results were slightly quicker, but I could manage better. Shot day is my most euphoric day of the week! I anticipate the process and the feeling afterward. I gather my materials: drawing needle, injecting needle, band-aids, alcohol wipes, etc. I then wash my hands. I sanitize my hands. As I go through the HRT Shot Day ritual, I mentally prepare for the point of no return. I ground my soul to be pierced in the name of Trans Liberation! I enter a melanated transgender version of Jedi training! I become one with the force, and the force is one with me! Here comes my favorite part! Time to clean the injection site. Now it’s time to assemble the drawing syringe and then prepare the injecting needle. Now it’s the point of no return! It is now time to pierce my thigh muscle to fill my soul with the elixir of femininity! Estrogen, take over my body, mind & soul. Give me POWER!!!!! It’s over. I’ve given myself the shot of affirmation. Now it’s time to clean up and safely discard the magic biohazardous wand of salvation! My power has settled, and the femininity is wreaking havoc like the Tensen in Hell’s Paradise. Call me “Goddess.” Shot day has affirmed me in ways beyond understanding. I am now complete. Shot day!

It’s Monday again and I’m up and at it! I mean that in every sense of the word. I woke up this morning with the need to edge my dick, so I briefly hopped on Twitter and edged a good fat nut! I didn’t get to record as I had to rush out for work. It was a wonderful way to start my day. I’m feeling good and refreshed I declare that my Monday will be great. I declare new doors and windows will open with victory and hope. I give thanks for today. I send my love out to all Love, Priestess

Ding Dong, the Witch is Dead!!! WE all woke up to some good news this good Sunday!!! South Carolina Republican, opponent of LGBT Rights and alleged closeted homosexual with a long list of male escorts, Lindsey Graham has died at the age of 71. According to various CBS News reports, emergency calls were placed to a residence belonging to Graham concerning cardiac arrest, although an official cause of death has not been released. Lindsey Graham’s death leaves a vacancy that South Carolina Governor Henry McMaster must fill until the general election decides who gets the six-year term. Unfortunately, transphobic , MagaT, Rep. Nancy Mace is eyeballing Graham’s seat! However, Mace’s stance concerning Iran, which conflicted with Graham’s intentions, could be a hindrance. According to The Hill, Mace gathered Graham after he pledged war in Iran. Mace said to Graham, “What in the world would possess anyone to say this?” she said in response to the clip. “I do not want to send South Carolina’s sons and daughters into war with Iran." Not only her rebuke of Graham but also her criticism of Trump and the Epstein Files could hinder her. Regardless, we DO NOT WANT HER!!!! We shall see how the tides turn!!! Let’s rejoice, because the MagaT is now maggot food!!!

A Black Woman with locs covering her ears. Photo: Adelade Mbuyazi What's up my Yayas. It's been quite sometime since I've created an entry here. As I write this I'm sipping on champagne and smoking some good herbal remedy! I need this time to just relax and be! I need this time to just exhale: mind, body, and soul. Work has been very demanding lately and it's starting to take its toll on me. I've had to constantly put out fires with no resolution in sight! Thankfully, I've had a few rams in the bush. This is what happens when you assume a leadership position. I've been doing all I can not to burn out!! Lately I've not been in the mood to work on singing, so I decided to take a few weeks to regroup and focus on resting! That is the first step! I've implemented an earlier bed time so that I can be refreshed in the mornings and so I can remain healthy. Sometimes, it isn't always possible to get a good night's sleep. Blame it on goddamn capitalism. I'm trying my hardest not to burn out at this point. I recognize there are other changes to be made. However, reworking your resume repeatedly isn't always the miracle needed! However I am standing strong and I will be back to regular posting soon. Love ya, Priestess

Happy Juneteenth 2026!!! Today we commemorate June 19, 1865 ; the day freedom finally came for more than 250,000 enslaved the Black people in Galveston Bay, Texas. Although the Emancipation Proclamation was made effective on January 1, 1863, it could not be implemented in places under Confederate control. 161 years ago today Union soldiers, went through throughout the Confederate South enforcing the end of slavery. This news liberated the souls that had been oppressed by the chains of slavery. As we commemorate Juneteenth, we continue to fight against a fascist government hellbent on violating Black civil rights and even attempting to revoke our voting rights. This June we stand united and fortified as we strive to maintain our freedom and liberty. ALL BLACK LIVES MATTER AND WE AIN’T GOING NOWHERE!!!

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Heyyy My Royal Priesthood!!! I hope this entry finds you well and you had fun a fun Memorial Day weekend. I've been trying to write this post since Memorial Day, but work has exhausted me! Not only did work exhaust me, but I had one of those plummets of despair!!! However, attending the DC Black Pride opening reception lifted my spirits. While I've had moments of euphoria, last week a bad bitch had a dysphoric saga! It all started Last Wednesday morning. I was already teetering on the edge of a dysphoric breakdown after running out of powder foundation. Powder foundation is necessary to me because it masks my moustache's former residence. I was doing laser hair treatments previously, but then I could no longer afford them. I then just resumed shaving. While dealing with makeup madness, Monday brought constant misgendering. It was the worst! Thankfully I had a creamy matte foundation that I could work magic with. It did provide some long lasting coverage. My top lip is a point of dyshporia for me because it is still apart of the butch queen phase. Don't get me wrong! I embrace that phase, but I don't want to that mustache line to be visable! However over the years, I've done a damn good job of hiding that motherfucker! On top of the top lip debaucle, I had an "oh my God I am ugly" moment. I make it a point to have my earrings ready to go in the morning. I lay my clothes and jewelry out the night before. Well apparently that didn't work. Here comes the drama.... Well, I thought I was wearing both earrings. I hailed my uber to the train station feeling all euphoric. I was affirming myself in my head and listening to some feel good music. It lasted until I stepped foot onto the train platform. I noticed an older gentleman and lady staring at me. I chocked it up to them not seeing a transwoman with a low cut before or just I appeared off because I was rummaging through my purse for chapstick. I was hoping that nothing was off about my clothes, so I did a quick secret check. Then I did the mirror test...I wearing only one damn earring!!! I internally screamed " what the fuck!!! I'm ugly now! Now I'm going to get misgendered even more!" Priestess was panicking! In MY mind, I wasn't giving Full Coverage Corporate Cvnt!!! To prevent a Bad Bitch Meltdown, I started re-affirming myself. I told myself, " look here, Girlie Pop! You are the motherfucking Priestess. Who are you dressed up for? Are you dressed up for these people or are you dressed for you. You are a woman regardless how you got here, Bitch? You are not ugly. Fuck them earrings! They are just jewelry! They don't make you a woman!" I mentally squared up with dysphoria and negative self image and won!!! It was a do or die situation! I refused to let gender dysphoria ruin my damn day! I continued through my work day and all went without a hitch. There was little to no misgendering. Of course people know they could properly gender me but they're transphobic Orks! Needless to say, I couldn’t wait to get home to decompress. Ya girl took a toke with the Professor and I took a nap. After I woke up, I relaxed and talked with Bae about my dysphoric, self esteem shattering moments. I felt so much better. Later on in the week I talked to my best friend and she encouraged me greatly. She reminded me that she will play in some make up and affirm herself in that manner. It helps her see the woman she knows she is. Her spirits are lifted and Bestie is ready to take on the world. Community and Support were instrumental in helping me overcome my moment of dysphoria. Whenever you're having a moment of dysphoria or a bad self image day you must take the following steps: Process those feelings: As best as you can, pinpoint the moment when you felt dysphoria or negative self image and what triggered it. Sit with those emotions, but also affirm yourself to prevent sinking further into despair. If you have a therapist it is vital that you process those feelings with them. They are licensed and qualified to aid you through the chaos. Repeat affirmations to yourself: I like to use "You are bad. You are one of a kind. You are beautiful. You have a unique beauty like no other." I also remind myself that I don't have to fit into a standard. I create my own standard of presentation that displays my interpretation of my existence. Try this and let me know how it goes! Reach out to community: Reach out in-person or online. In moments of dyshporia, I search Facebook groups to see how other transpeople handle dysphoria and negative self image. I make sure to avoid anything that lends to nonsense and shame or creates a false self image in the name of popularity. I also talk to my friends and my in-person community. Communing amongst kindred spirits will open up the door to share thoughts, feelings, and ways to overcome! Implement selfcare: In moments of dyshporia or feeling ugly I go get my nails done and get my hair done. I may buy a new wig or buy some new clothes. Retail therapy and Beauty is selfcare. I also take hotbaths and practice yoga. Some of you reading, may go to the gym or try a new make up technique. Make sure that you are caring for you. What are ways that you combat dysphoria and those "I feel ugly" moments? I'd love to hear from you. Until next post, Live, love, and be free!

Happy Hump Day!!!! We’ve made it to another Wednesday! We’re Midway through the week and I am ready for the Holiday weekend. I started the day with a lift from Poison Haze. Poison Haze is Sativa-dominant hybrid. It is a cross between Durban poison and Haze. Poison Haze is helpful for creatives to open that third eye. Poison Haze gives energy and euphoria with just one toke. Poison Haze helps with creative blocks and allow you to focus for the task at hand. Hope you have a great, solid hump day and a great rest of the week!

So last post I recounted Bae giving me a handsfree orgasm and some of the cruising adventures on a Friday night during my run....Let's pick up where we left off in Part 1. So Mr. Staircase Man finished sucking my dick and I decided it's time to as it was getting late. I wanted to finish my run and a better trail. I started exiting that particular part of the park to get the main picnic area so I could call my uber. As I walked I did a little bit of exhib by letting my dick breathe while their were no cars coming. I knew to play it safe because I can't catch a charge! Well I calmed down and pulled out a blunt and called my uber. While I was smoking, a nice fine, tall dark-skin man with glasses, strolled up. Our eyes met and he gave me the signal to tag along. The sexual tension was strong. I was curious as to what his dick looked and tasted like, so I tagged along until we got to a tree that somewhat hid us from passing cars. We both gently stroked our dicks as I checked to see how close my uber was. Dude with the glasses dropped them drawers and I started sucking his uncut meat. He smelled like he freshly showered too. We played and sucked until my uber arrived. I had to scurry off! I got in my uber and finished my run at another park. I didn't play there. I just ran, then I went home and relaxed. Well Sunday Morning 5/17/26 I had gotten up a little earlier than usual as I totally crashed Saturday night. I had to handle some business with work, family and get some new shoes! However I was so tired I watched tv and went to bed. Well after watching porn all week, this morning was the perfect opportunity to edge! I had no intentions of cumming, because I wanted to cum handsfree using my anal toy. I started perusing freak twitter and came across some good videos from CafeandCock and Some other hot creators. My girl dick was twitching so I started lightly teasing her to get her hard. I didn't full on stroke, because I knew that I would cum all over the place! I kept edging and the exhibitionist in me said "make a video, hoe!" So I did! During the course of the video I started stroking my hard, uncut Lady Dick! I edged closer and closer until cum started leaking out of my dick. I took a deep breath and flexed my dick, and a rope of cum flew out of my cock landing right beside me on the cover!!! The video only lasts a couple minutes. It was so good I had to post it over at Merlin's Playroom. Go check it out now!!!

Happy Sunday My Yaya's! I hope your Masturbation Month has been wonderful and cum filled. Today is a day to relax and reset our minds and get ready for the start of another work week. Thankfully today has been quiet in my hood. I arose early and blazed up with Poison Hase, a good sativa. I officially paused my cleanse I had planned due to the chaos of the week not allowing me to really focus on a cleanse. I managed to have some fun time with bae earlier in the week. I came home from work and decided to watch some porn and lightly edge, while Bae finished her workload for the day. While I was in the middle of a good porn, bae walks in with a devilish grin and a solo session turn into a naughty session of fun. It started out with mutual oral then Bae fucked me until I came handsfree. Well at that point I decided to hold my nut for a while just for some endurance. I continued edging and watching porn to stay aroused. I made sure to make time for myself every day of the week. Hell even trying to blog made me horny as fuck!!! I remained steadfast that I wouldn't cum until the weekend. Mind you, I'm hard as I type this entry! The rest of the week went good. I finally went running at the park however I went after dark. I. planned on just a quick run and smoke and seeing what other shenanigans I could get into. Well after a quick run I ran into some shenanigans. I saw a fine, thick ,medium height man with afro walking towards the back of an old bathroom. My curiosity lead me to be nosy! The horny hoe in me jumped out! I already knew it was some lascivious activities going on...Why? The freaks come out at night!!! I was ready to get into some devilment at this point. I cautiously walked to the shed around the other way as not to interrupt a potential pound town special. Mind you it's dark so I can barely make out any faces. I walk around and I see a guy sitting on a stair case jacking off, while two other men are exchanging oral. I take my dick out and survey the layout and hatch a plan. I saw the guy with the afro on the opposite side discretely jacking his dick. Not long after I take my dick out, the guy sitting on the staircase offered to suck my dick? Who am I to deny such a polite request? I obliged him and put my dick in his mouth. Mr. Man gently sucked my dick, focusing on the head. He then deep throated my shit! I couldn't resist mouth fucking him. I used his throat to edge my dick but not enough to cum. I then took a break to gather myself and further survey the carnal pleasures at bay. I was curious if other people were going to pop up. I focused on the couple but they went behind another shed to go fuck. I didn't want to intrude! That is a golden rule of cruising: "DO NOT INTRUDE!" Don't forget about consent. So I continued stroking my dick and walking around with my dick out. You know, shameless plugging. I'm an ethical exhibitionist and risky girl so I had to be safe while I had fun. I made sure to be on the look out. My dick was pre-cumming so much as I had not ejaculated in a few days. The First Man I saw beckoned me over. I obeyed and sauntered over to him. He was stroking a nice fat, uncut dick. We stroked together, then I started sucking on his hard dick. First Man moaned in pleasure as I deep throated his dick. I love uncut dicks so I made sure I could play with his foreskin and tease him. I continued teasing, until he tried to get too much info. I had to set a hard boundary and move along. I don't collect hoes from cruising too often and this was not the time for me to do it. After that, I stuck around a little bit more and I continued jacking my dick. Mr. Man from the staircase took me behind the shed and deep throated my dick some more. I again pummeled his throat with my dick. After a good face fucking, I decided it was time to depart. There was some more action that happened, so I'm going to end it here...You'll have to comeback for part 2!!!!

It's time for another masturbation station!!! As we enter the 12th Day of Masturbation Month and I have been one lean mean masturbation machine!!! Do not trust people who say they do not masturbate!!! Somebody is lying!!! Any who! I love a good sex doll. I've had a few sex dolls and mini masturbators that work wonders!!! I've made a few videos of my fucking my sex dolls. Here's a few of my videos below!!!

This weekend has been a great weekend. I relaxed, saw a movie, and ran some errands. While, I needed to repair a cracked phone screen, I was still at peace and settled in my soul. Though the rain poured from the sky, time with my friends and bae served as the sunshine in the rain. Friendship is vital in these critical times. We are living in a time where rights are being snatched, folks are losing jobs, and people are losing vital services. Without community we'd be lost. Unfortunately some groups of people do NOT value community. Their greed and selfishness have made them violent orks that need to be stomped out! Many of us have gone through hell and back in some of our friendships. These relationships were one-sided, mental draining, and emotionally damaging. In spite of the abuse and trauma of trashy friendships, we managed to still give friendship another try. One that new try we found some true friends,:"True blue, tight like glue" as Queen Latifah said in the "Living Single" theme song. It's a poor frog that doesn't see value in his own pond. If you don't value your friends, then you don't have a heart! It took me a while to find people that weren't trying to use me for all I had. I am grateful for the friends and loved ones I have. I am happy to experience "The Devil Wears Prada 2" and some good cannabis with a close friend and a new friend. I am happy to go grocery shopping with my friends and partner. What about your friends? Are they true? Do they make you blue? Are y'all tight just like glue?